At first, I thought it was just part of being away from home. A new city, a new school Palm Crest International School sounded like a place to grow, to become something more. But it didn t take long before I felt something was wrong. Not with the school itself, but with what was happening to me inside it. Quiet things. Hidden things. The kind of shifts that don t come from mood or fatigue, but from deliberate outside interference. I know this sounds impossible. I would have doubted myself too. But I can t anymore. Because I feel it every day. I am being interfered with my thoughts, my body s timing, even my emotions and this is being done by real operators, not AI, not noise. I m talking about units inside the Saudi Ministry of Interior and military-backed telecom divisions, using satellite-based systems to test something on students like me. The voice started two months after I arrived. Not all the time just at moments when I was vulnerable. It never screams. It just states things. “You don t decide anymore.” “This one s compliant.” And then it fades. But my heart races like I ve been shouted at. I ve dropped things in class from the jolt. Sometimes I ll forget what I was saying halfway through a sentence. I ll flinch when someone walks behind me, even if it s a classmate I know well. There s a corridor near the computer lab where I always feel static along my spine. The closer I get to the southeast gate, the heavier my head feels like a downward pull behind my eyes. I m not imagining this. I track it now. I write it down. I can t talk to anyone about it. Not the teachers. Not the school psychologist. If I try, it ll become something worse a file, a report, a label. “Unstable.” “Delusional.” No one ever says “targeted by internal defense structures.” If I had known this was a risk, I would ve never come to Saudi Arabia. I left my home country for something international, something promising. I believed the marketing. I believed the world was smaller and safer. But
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